When Nicol reads this he will probably think i'm emo-ing again. But i can't help it. Anyway, i miss him making the funny noises and telling jokes over the phone. At least it makes me happy.

Being eighteen doesn't make you a different person. It's just being a year older. Life is doubly stressed with A levels, relationships etc. I wish that it could be much simple as when i was a child.

I gave you my reply but there is nothing to hear from you. I feel empty within. Please tell me that you care about me. I really need it.