desmy

2009-06-15T10:13:00.000-07:00

During social night, i am going to keep quiet in a corner and do my little things. Or maybe just fall asleep because of having too much fun in DE camp. I will try not to disgrace the scholar who said he has confidence in my behavoir that night. TRY.

still have no idea what to wear. my hair. my heels.

grace, attitude and posture.

and OCT, i think you owe me 20 push-ups. and a demerit point. (: don't try to act cute uh.

<3,
yh

List of Events

2009-06-13T21:06:00.000-07:00

LAST DAY OF WORK SOON.
SDE CAMP.
DELTA SOCIAL NIGHT
SPORTS CAMP.

I CAN'T WAIT.

2009-06-10T07:56:00.000-07:00

Hi,

I know i am totally neglecting this blog but I have no intention of abandoning it.

Every date is always a eating-and-sharing session. Our way of dating is quite peculiar.

Every time I went out with him always show an interesting and unique part of his character.
He always seems to remember some vivid details about some random stuff i told him or did to him which i cannot even remember myself. I hope that some of the things I wanted him to remember will be etched in his memory.

We have respect, perseverance, faith and trust in each other. Oh, except the part that I always hit him (: It is all because he tries to act cute by doing the Whatever hand signs the whole day or being sarcastic to whatever i have to say.

Not being able to meet for nearly 2 months can kill me, and then i will kill you.

This is to you
Thanks for providing me the chance to ruin the sweet things you tried to do in the past. I will still carry on.
Have fun in OCS. Having confinement doesn't make a difference to me :D
I will try not to wear heels to Social Night because my height will intimidate you LMAO
I am on diet because I won't take your advice to buy a size M dress.
You can take only me to the social functions you have.
You cannot introduce me as your girlfriend because I have already told you so.
Beware of what you say in front of me when i am eating, utensil are potential weapons.
We should go shopping together more often.
Don't always buy bag and shoes.
Remember your promises- although I have already forgotten some.
We must execute our plan.

I am still waiting for the answer.

2008-10-05T07:29:00.000-07:00

you have to be strong.
the heart keeps telling you don't give up.

i've got love.

2008-08-20T00:35:00.000-07:00

WO BU YAO.

I can't wait to get away after A levels. at the same time, i hope that A levels won't arrive. After A levels, I'll still have to take SATs.

WO BU YAO.

goodbye.

2008-07-23T07:03:00.000-07:00

I went to study with TKH at Jurong Library yesterday. He was very hungry even though he had eaten his lunch at Kopitiam so we ordered the special offer Baked Half Chicken. He was fighting for my chicken drumstick bone, insisting that i should finish up the tiny slice of meat left at the joints. Man, i have finally found the greedy side of KH. He justified by quoting that the hungry kids in Africa would fight for even that little food. oh my. While i was studying with my Cookies and Cream drink at the side, he consistently stretched out his left hand and grabbed the drink. Again, he said that he was helping me a favour to finish the drink since i wasn't drinking. As usual, i took his phone and called Shermin(:, my new friend.

Sorry, Nge Hwee. I always think of you k, but you are always with your satayman. LOL. Do find some time to console your lonely friend who is always away from your previous com head.

And, finally, you. I'm very tired to always see my inbox empty(hint). Please.

Prelims in 2 weeks is worrying me terribly.

to my beloved mish cheung

2008-07-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

i am not afraid to say that i love mish (:
i am so happy for her that i cried during her race which she did well despite her being sick. i am so proud that she is my bestie. i am very grateful that she has always been my pillar of support for the past few years and she is always listening to my rantings.
ay, she knows it.
during high school, we were a team, which we called ourselves the hyperkinetics. it was awesome! i miss those days.

WHY

2008-07-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

i'm the obstacle.

WHY? WHAT? HOW!

CRUCIAL

2008-06-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

3 more months to ACE.
i have to score STRAIGHT ACE to meet Dad's and Mr Ng's expectations of me.
my maths has been really inconsistent and has been fluctuating. i only scored very well for every alternate test. no comments about my biology, chem and history.
well, thanks to very hurting but constructive comments that i have received. i have to practise grammar and sentence structure for gp. i have not claimed my 20 free consultation from Ms Tan for really good and spontaneous response during GP lecture and tutorials.

i am very glad that i still have smart friends like Kokhao and Mish.

i gave up half of my prospects and caused great disappointment to my dad by flunking my O levels. there is barely enough time for me to slow down, so i have to be turbo-charged in catching up in the academics. i don't want to inflict any more shock to the man i love most in this world, my dad.

And, to prove one thing. <3

2008-06-21T10:06:00.000-07:00

i am having this plan, and you are not going to like it when you know it.
i wish i could think like you.
our relationship - only time can tell.

no matter what, i love you.

say it again

2008-06-21T10:05:00.001-07:00

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again (x9)

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again

HOW DO YOU SLEEP

2008-06-21T09:55:00.000-07:00

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep.

I tried my best at moving on have yet to find a girl like you
I see things that I didn't before and I'm wishing I had more time with you,
How do you stay awake knowing all I do is think of you
All the things we thought about that never will happen again if I could just see you

If I had my way I'll come and get you girl
In your favorite car with the missing top
man around my way where we used to park
and did all those things to steal your heart

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep.

Baby all that I hear from my friends again and again and again (they come and ask about you) (they say) we saw your girl at the game and damn we gotta say a big mistake by you.
Not only does your body bang but I miss the conversation too
Tell me that you couldn't sleep can't think can't eat till I come see you

If I had my way I'll come and get you girl
In your favorite car with the missing top
man around my way where we used to park
and did all those things to steal your heart

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep

2008-06-17T10:58:00.000-07:00

When Nicol reads this he will probably think i'm emo-ing again. But i can't help it. Anyway, i miss him making the funny noises and telling jokes over the phone. At least it makes me happy.

Being eighteen doesn't make you a different person. It's just being a year older. Life is doubly stressed with A levels, relationships etc. I wish that it could be much simple as when i was a child.

I gave you my reply but there is nothing to hear from you. I feel empty within. Please tell me that you care about me. I really need it.

2008-06-15T02:35:00.000-07:00

i am not ready for A levels. if only i chose to retain the start of the year.

i lost the 'momentum' of mugging. i don't know why.

i'm so tired of my life now, but i am looking forward to the things i can do after A levels.

2008-06-09T11:33:00.000-07:00

well this is THIS week plan

monday:
BIO PCR WORKSHOP
tuesday:
GP lesson
PANDA WITH KOKHAO!
wednesday:
MUG
genex dinner.
thursday:
BA KUT TEH
friday:
MUG

Holiday To Do List
Math

finish up all tutorials

revision booklet 1

revision booklet 2

NJ Stats Revision Ex

Chemistry

finish up Organic Chemistry

-carboxylic

-nitrogen compd

Atomic Structure

Thermochemistry

Electrochemistry

Inorganic tutorials

GP

Skills Pack

Summary

comprehension practice

Biology ultimate GG holiday worksheets read and memorise!

History ultra ultimate GG

why didn't anyone encourage me to go poly last yr?

2008-06-05T06:07:00.000-07:00

well, my holiday is half gone. i have not done a proper revision for any subjects, especially biology and history. half my aces are gone. i'm not sure how much i must run to catch up.

oh yah, but my vectors got 24/25. -evil laughs.

2008-05-31T03:46:00.000-07:00

my year was not wasted loving someone who means the whole world to me. there is definitely some differences in a relationship but i hope they will not tear us apart.

i am so sorry that i was not thinking rationally and made you unhappy.

2008-04-30T05:57:00.000-07:00

thanks to an acjc gossip group, particularly exrv.
our relationship may have to be destroyed soon.